Leaning on pain. Jana kramer revealed where she and her husband separated Mike caussin hold out two months after you filed for divorce.
“It has not been easy. I can’t just show things perfect, “said Kramer, 37, on Wednesday, June 16, episode of”Unzipped“podcast.” Today I even had a rough day. This is the first night my kids haven’t been going to sleep at home, and you know, it’s a reality I didn’t want. It’s not the reality I fought for. It’s not fair. I get really mad about that. “
The One Tree Hill The student, who separated from the 34-year-old Caussin in April after nearly six years of marriage, noticed that she was wallowing a bit after the breakup. To get through the tough days, she reminded herself why she broke off the relationship.
“Once you start going through it and you say, ‘Okay, this is actually a good thing for me,’ even though it hurts and it is painful. It’s good for me. It’s good for kids [it gets easier]”She explained.” It’s still very difficult. Still, I’ll have to deal with him for the rest of my life. “
The “Circles” singer, who shares her 5-year-old daughter Jolie and 2-year-old son Jace with the former football player, admitted it would be easier if she could remove Caussin from her life entirely.
“I wish we could say, ‘Okay, peace.’ Like, ‘Nice to meet you. You do it. ‘ [But] we have kids that essentially bring us together and there’s still a lot, like, hatred and pain between us, ”Kramer said. “I’m doing my best to, like, lead with love and when he doesn’t and I’m like, ‘Well wait a minute, you can’t be mean to me. I didn’t want this. ‘ So it is very difficult for me not to go to that same place, but I know that he deals with his sadness in his most angry way.
The Love at first bark The actress, who cited “inappropriate marital behavior, irreconcilable differences and adultery” as her reason for filing for divorce, pointed out that the most “unfair” thing about the breakup is that she has left herself to pick up the pieces and remain a mother.
“I got mad at him because he was like you basically blew up our house. You blew me up and then you go and hope that I do, like, [be a] Mom, ”he explained. “I [have] pieces everywhere, like a house literally blown up. So, you know, the girls came and they were literally preparing food for my kids, because I was lost. “
Kramer also revealed that she turned to therapy to help her get back on track after years of ups and downs with her estranged husband. The former couple previously separated in 2016 after Us weekly He broke the news that he cheated with several women. They renewed their vows a year after Caussin sought treatment for sex addiction.
“Therapy helps a lot. Like, I had therapy today and you know, I sat there and said, ‘Did I do wrong [decision]? ‘”He recalled. “Then you start to process everything, you say, ‘Okay, no, no, no, no … I’m on the right track.’ It’s just not what I thought it would look like. “
Earlier this month, the Christmas in Louisiana The actress admitted that she was “entertaining” another romance after their public separation. Kramer revealed during an appearance on E! Daily pop that she is in a “tangle” with a friend Graham bunn, adding: “We are dancing the line of friends. We are dancing the line and I am happy. “
A source later said U.S exclusively, “Jana is enjoying being single and in a good place. She is also enjoying her time with Graham. “The insider noted that the musician is” open to what may happen “with the 42-year-old ex. Bachelorette party contestant.